| Monday, February 25th, 2008 |
| 12:00 pm |
i have a laptop now. just came in yesterday. my very own. and with it comes a screen name. I havent had one in probably 2 years. so message me and i will give it to you |
| Monday, February 11th, 2008 |
| 11:29 am |
life is
hectic. school is so busy and i took an extra day off to do homework but my adhd seems to be back, so i might have to start taking medication again, which i really don't want to do. i just can't seem to concentrate on my work when i'm home. work sucks, i'm quitting. i'm looking for new restaurants on tuesday. its been really slow lately and its bullshit. i've been there for a year and a half and one of the mangers is a complete dick to me randomly for no reason. he's so bipolar. i hate when i'm treated so rudely for no reason when i used to bend over backward for that company. i'm getting bar shifts cut for stupid ass reasons. they just seem to be doing anything to fuck it up after training so many girls on bar and on the floor. fuck it. the money isn't that good to deal with it. i might be taking a big paycut by leaving because of all my regulars but sometimes money just isn't worth it. i feel like its time to do something different. im not going to be working at hooters for the rest of my life. but before i leave i need to buy some new tattoo makeup, a new bra, and get my hair done so i can write it off on my taxes for next year heheh. tim and i still don't know what we're doing with our lives for the next year and its so confusing. we want to go to NC more than anything but is it a safe move financially? ahhhh/ so much stress. my neck and back have been hurting so badly. and i take ibprofen pretty much everyday due to headaches and migranes. I've gone to the doctor about it before and they didn't say one thing. oh well. life goes on and i'm still breathing. <3 |
| Wednesday, January 2nd, 2008 |
| 3:44 pm |
2007 was a very good year looking back on it: -tim and I grew stronger together and continued living together -i got a couple credit cards and have been doing amazing financially (paying my bills, taking good care of my credit, and saving money) -i gained some weight but considereably look healther than i did in high school - passed all my classes in every semester -received a 3.75 gpa during my fall semester - did great things with my family and tim's family so 2008 i have high expectations for the year and for myself -i will continue to save more money for my move to north carolina -try to get straight a's -stay healthy and eat better -spend more time with my family and yuna. -stop wasting my time on the little things in life that bug me. other than that... im having a great vacation in north carolina and washington d.c. is such an impressive city. it has so much history and beautiful things, the people are so friendly, there are so many awesome restaurants and so much more. great time, a lot of pictures. the next two days im spending taking college tours of unc and ncsu. im so excited and cant wait to start my bachelors. xoxo |
| Monday, December 3rd, 2007 |
| 1:31 pm |
On tuesday, I had all four of my wisdom teeth removed. Two cut out and two pulled. I laid in bed the next couple days as Tim did the best job taking care of me. As the weekend approached I was still in a lot of pain and relying on my pain medication to get through the day. I had to call out of friday, saturday, and didn't even work sunday. All day sunday I slept, and threw up, I was so irritable. The pain was only on my right side so I called my oral surgeon today and made an appointment. They took out my stitches and numbed me up. They put in a medicated gauze into the hole on the lower right side. That was really uncomfortable. They said once the numbing wears off I will feel like a new woman. Thank goodness. I almost cried this morning the pain was so bad. Well Im working a lot this week and thursday Im getting the gauze removed. Hopefully things will be better. Last week of school. I am so thankful for that. One last week, then exams. Im going to be working as much as possible once school ends. Tim and I will be celebrating christmas with both sides of my family on christmas eve and flying out on christmas day to spend it with his parents in Wiston-Salem, North Carolina. We will spend some time there, in Washington D.C. where his sister Erin lives and then the rest of the time finding what city we want to live in. Im so excited. A two week vacation and a lot of exploring in cities I have never been too. Chritsmas is going to be awesome this year! xoxo |
| Wednesday, November 21st, 2007 |
| 1:53 pm |
update
SOOO... going on vacation from christmas day until january 5th. im excited, we are going to get a lot done. im going to miss my sisters and best friends birthday. ill have to make it up when i get back. its going to be weird to have all that time of from work. signed up for classes next semester. it is truly going to be the hardest semester for me. i am going everyday of the week and taking 5 classes. INTRO TO BUSINESS TR 10:00-11:15AM FINANCIAL ACCOUNTING TR 11:30-12:45AM STATISTICS MWF 10:00-11:15 ENVIRONMENTAL SCIENCE MWF 12:00-12:50 MACRO-ECONOMICS MW 1:00-2:15 nothing to complain about :) xoxo |
| Thursday, October 25th, 2007 |
| 11:11 pm |
being 20...
is not really a milestone birthday besides not being a teenager anymore. I'm really happy for the coming year though. I've been celebrating this birthday more than i have for any other birthday. Last Wednesday some of the girls and I met at my house and then went to scoops, a good amount of people didn't show up and the rest were late besides Alyssa. Eh, whatever. Failed night but over all not too shabby. Laura and Caliste came over and ended up going out with me along with mat which made it amazing. Tuesday Tim and I dressed up really nice and went to a suprise dinner for me at Spice and my dad,grandma, stepmom and stepbrother were all there along with my sister and her boyfriend. It was an awesome night and surprise. Wednesday I worked but wore a birthday crown around, all the girls sung to me. Made some good money. Thursday (today) my actual birthday was nice. my mom bailed out on me which was really upsetting. I went to my grandmothers house to drop off a check for her, she had knee surgery and medicare wouldn't pay for therapy anymore so I gave her the money. It felt so good to do something like that for her. tim, laura, my sister, and her boyfriend all went to texas de brazil, very expensive but very good. got some nice gifts and some nice phonecalls. I can't really be selfish and get upset not to hear from some people. I do such a good job in my opinion of keeping track of birthdays and stuff but whatever. Tomorrow all the girls i work with and some of their significant others are coming over and we're all going downtown. I am so excited everyone is going to be wearing costumes. I can't wait. I love these girls! I love life and I'm very happy. Tim did very well at being so sweet and surprising me this year, I couldn't ask for a better boyfriend. Post pics later <3 |
| Thursday, October 4th, 2007 |
| 1:16 am |
life is pretty well. i received a 100% on my art history exam and have been doing well in my other 3 classes. all high Bs and As. School seems more demanding this year. Its less classes but more writing, and going every day of the week. Im also working full time, and putting in over time. I really do love working there. The money is good and i've accumulated some regulars. I love my sunday morning bartending shifts. Ive been training a lot of girls, and im waiting for my certification class to become a certified store trainer/ corportate trainer. im working the sanford bike fest the 12-14 at the beer truck all day every day. should be amazing money. my savings have been going well. ive got my money saved up for my new tattoo thats coming. also ive been putting in $50 a week for moving. im really happy and content with my life as of yet. im very excited for my 20th birthday. have some pretty good plans, i actually get to go out for once! i love my boyfriend very much. we are absolutely wonderful, i couldn't be happier with anyone else <33 |
| Monday, September 3rd, 2007 |
| 10:33 pm |
update
im a couple pages away from finishing my most recent book which will complete about 8 i've read in the past 3 months. i love reading. theyre not difficult reads or on the best sellers list but its something i like. school is going well, i'm only taking 4 classes this semester, i dropped ballet. life is going really well for me. tim has had problems with a kidney stone but hopefully that will all pass soon. work is good as well, i hear they have ordered me a trainer name tag, i just have to take the certification class. bartending and serving are both very different but i enjoy doing both. i would love to see my mom a little more. i'm very family oriented which i think is a great quality in any person and its such a surprise from my freshman year and such. i look forward to next summer getting my aa and going on to get my business degree. i'll be a tar heel, interesting. my birthday will be in two months, my 20th. eh, just an ordinary one but im still kind of excited but have no plans in thought. i would love to go see the nutcracker for christmas, maybe the orlando ballet's performance. |
| Wednesday, August 15th, 2007 |
| 3:17 pm |
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| Thursday, August 2nd, 2007 |
| 6:29 pm |
another reason
why i love my man: today i am working at the bar and a package arrives for me and it turns out to be a dozen red roses from timothy and i come home to candlelit dinner and one of my favorite classical music cds playing. life is aweosme, and im so excited for the future. |
| Friday, July 13th, 2007 |
| 12:44 pm |
the cruise was simply the best vacation and time i have ever had, and not to mention the most romantic. tim's 24th bday is coming and our one year anniversary. im so excited. life is awesome. also, work is still work. im training on the bar next week. im looking to maybe getting a second job at hard rock possibly. i dont know yet. out of school till end of august. ive been reading a lot this summer my schedule sounds good MW: ballet 8:30-9:55am meteorology 10-11:15am MWF: renaissance and baroque 12-12:50pm late roman and medieval 1-1:50pm Tues and thurs: art history II 10-11:15 |
| Friday, June 1st, 2007 |
| 9:50 am |
BEST DAY EVER
i come home from school to find a candlelit lunch with a specially prepared meal for two with a vase of roses and a glass of wine. that food was so delicious and thoughtful. (no alfredo because i hate it) on the table was a card and two boxes of candy. talk about romantic but then.... we get dressed and head to circuit city where we each treat ourselves to dvds for tim and sims2 pets for me. check some stuff out and then head to our movie. treated to 28 weeks later. then we're off for the melting pot. oh man... a private, secluded booth in a corner where no one can see us. low lit and so amazingly romantic. delicious doesnt even being to describe our food. steak is such a weakness. scrumptious dessert. a suprise with a glass of wine. quiet, romantic, just the two of us. then we come home and take a candlelit bubble bath with my love spell bubbles. romantic yet again. and we snuggle up to watch the holiday. well half of it before i get too tired and have to go to bed. seriously i think i have found the most romantic man in the world. and i am lucky. for all the fighting comes greatness. "...and always serve bread with your wine. but son, always serve wine." |
| Friday, April 27th, 2007 |
| 10:14 am |
2007 sanford/casselberry hooters bikini contest was a success. sanford girls looked amazing, as always. casselberry...not so much. fun times |
| Sunday, April 15th, 2007 |
| 11:10 pm |
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| Saturday, April 14th, 2007 |
| 2:07 am |
fuck girls
girls bring drama wherever they are working with 40 girls is tough shit. i want to spit in all their faces, well just some. and other places it sucks too. oh well my man and i have never been happier. we've been living together for about half a year and our 9months is approaching. |
| Tuesday, April 10th, 2007 |
| 10:40 am |
life has never been better and i've never been happier. auf wiedersehen. |
| Saturday, March 24th, 2007 |
| 12:07 pm |
life....
it wasn't my parents but my heart was still stopped the entire trip down i cried when i saw her even though it wasn't my mother. i was truly happy to see them with just bumps and bruises. this night made me realize more about life. they may not be my parents but to me they are family. i truly love tim and his family. i'm glad they were okay. |
| Wednesday, March 7th, 2007 |
| 8:15 am |
once again i am disappointed. somethings never change. i'm glad i have such an amazing boyfriend who is also my best friend ( you are too helen). that aspect of life is amazing. |
| Monday, January 29th, 2007 |
| 5:31 pm |
calm after the storm
I am all moved into my new place. I can finally breathe a sigh of relief and feel like an adult again. Aside from my managers being assholes about my work schedule, and going through the worst week of my life, and my serious health issues....everything is great. My roommates are seriously better than yours. I am getting used to the farting and boys peeing with the door open. I leave you all with a song. Lets just forget everything said Everything we did Best friends better halves Goodbyes The other night we realized We were falling out of love Don’t say you never did The last thing we want to be Is overly dramatic I just think its best Cause you cant miss what you forget So lets just pretend Everything is anything Between you and me Was never meant ……Cause you cant miss what you forget….. Current Mood: cold |
| 12:42 am |
life is perfect
Monday- Friday: -wake up at 7:45am -go to school from 9am-2pm -get home have lunch and get ready for work -4:15 be at work till close which is about 12:30 or 1:30 on friday and saturday then work on saturday and sunday 5 hours of school every monday, wednesday, friday. and working full time. its stressful and im always tired. but my classes arent bad and i get one class with tim. i have every tuesday and thursday off which are errands,workout,tanning, and cleaning days. thursday nights are awesome. hanging with good friends. im doing really well at work, headwait like every night. a lot more responsibility. with everything going on i'd have to say my life hasn't ever been as good as it is now. i'm living with amazing guys and now one girl plus my amazing boyfriend that i love. im so happy with how life has worked itself out. it couldnt get any better than this. i cant wait for valentines day and for spring break <3 ook seeing helen alyssa carrie brittany casey courtney arielle and a couple other girls more often could make it better |